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★ Perfect Instability ★
The very last depth-control
Created on 2007-05-06 10:52:55 (#12883095), last updated 2009-10-02
1,074 comments received, 991 comments posted
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207 Journal Entries, 4 Tags, 46 Memories, 0 Virtual Gifts, 6 Userpics
Basic Info| Name: | depthcontrol |
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| Website: | Canvas. |
Bio★ 「 profile: it's just d e p t h c o n t r o l 」 ★
Age: 18
BMI: 15.0
Sex: F
Diagnose: AS
Music: Jrock
Obsession: Writing (my archive is this way)
Silence, you think, will make you strong
But silence, I say, will prove you wrong.
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Start of the day;
She gets her rituals out of the way
Approaching the mirror with so much fright
To study her body, so unearthly light
She strips;
Clothes falling like a whisper from dry lips
In the ice cold bathroom, see the scale;
Time to see if she’s a whale
Tick of a clock;
Her stomach feels like a rock
The mounting alarm at the smell of food;
It’s a sure way to destroy her mood
Now she’s walking;
It’s the road where the voices are talking
Making her go farther, faster
To get away from disaster
She doesn’t want it;
The life of a failure, she needs change
Constant cheating of death, it just seems more appealing
Than their offered healing
As a youngster, she was taught
One fault is a failure to those that accept naught
It was perfection or never;
So this… is her forever.
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aerobics, alice nine., anorexia nervosa, art, asperger syndrome, autism, autocannibalism, autophagy, ballet, body dysmorphic disorder, bulimia nervosa, cannibalism, control, cooking, criminology, david mitchell, disorders, ednos, english, exercise, gackt, gothic metal, health, jrock, languages, literature, macabre, marilyn manson, music, pervasive developmental disorders, psychology, recovery, reita, self-cannibalism, self-scarification, the gazette, vitamin pills, writing
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